choked.

Gaah. I love you so much. I care about you so much.

I just can't say it to you. I wish I could say "I love you, too."

But I'm so scared. I really do love you. I wish I could push myself to say it.

I wish I could call you all those pet names. Hun. Babe. Love.

I can only whisper it. I can only type it out.

I love you, too. I do. And it hurts me so much that I can't put a voice to that.

It kills me every day.