Dear--,
It's like I don't even know you anymore.
I wish you wouldn't call me beautiful or adorable. Save those words for someone who really is.
Because I'm neither. I'm a wreck... I'm a wreck of a person... inside and out.
I don't want your attention anymore. I don't want you anymore.
Why do you still cling on to me like I clung on to you?
It's starting to look like the same story, only the roles are reversed.
But I won't lead you on like you did. I won't play mind games or fuck with your heart.
I'm better than that. I know how much it hurts, so I won't.
I'm not like you...
We all have to move on and live on... as painful as it is.
Start chasing your dreams and live. Live for the moment and most importantly, live for yourself. Happiness stems from within and not from someone else. If you're not happy out of a relationship, then what makes you think being in one will change anything?
The ball's in your court... and this time, I'm just a spectator. So do what you must.
It's just how it is now. And it's sort of really sad to see us like this, but it's reality.
What we could have been. What we should've been. It doesn't matter anymore...
Bittersweet.... so bittersweet.
I really don't know what else to say. I honestly don't know. Lately, I don't know who you are anymore. I don't know what your intentions are.
I wish you'd think before anything else. You may end up hurting not only yourself, but those around you as well.
-ht.
It's like I don't even know you anymore.
I wish you wouldn't call me beautiful or adorable. Save those words for someone who really is.
Because I'm neither. I'm a wreck... I'm a wreck of a person... inside and out.
I don't want your attention anymore. I don't want you anymore.
Why do you still cling on to me like I clung on to you?
It's starting to look like the same story, only the roles are reversed.
But I won't lead you on like you did. I won't play mind games or fuck with your heart.
I'm better than that. I know how much it hurts, so I won't.
I'm not like you...
We all have to move on and live on... as painful as it is.
Start chasing your dreams and live. Live for the moment and most importantly, live for yourself. Happiness stems from within and not from someone else. If you're not happy out of a relationship, then what makes you think being in one will change anything?
The ball's in your court... and this time, I'm just a spectator. So do what you must.
It's just how it is now. And it's sort of really sad to see us like this, but it's reality.
What we could have been. What we should've been. It doesn't matter anymore...
Bittersweet.... so bittersweet.
I really don't know what else to say. I honestly don't know. Lately, I don't know who you are anymore. I don't know what your intentions are.
I wish you'd think before anything else. You may end up hurting not only yourself, but those around you as well.
-ht.
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