Today's just one of those days where I feel like breaking down and crying my eyes out...

This is why I never stay at home for long periods of time... I think too much and my demons get the best of me.

It's so hard to hold them back, but I have to...

I will be stronger.

Strong enough to destroy what destroys me. And even if I have to become a demon to destroy my demons, then so be it...

I want the pain to be gone.

I've spent my whole life fighting these things... I'm fed up. I'm tired.

I want to live without those memories haunting me.