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Dear--,

I'm glad you finally found the happiness you were looking for, even if it wasn't me.

Take care of her, alright? It seems that she loves you more than I have ever loved you. 

Cherish that, for you never know what tomorrow will bring.

In a sense, I am willing to look past all the pain that you've given me and offer you my gratitude.

If things had played out the way I initially wanted, I wouldn't be who I am today.

I would've still been the same, perhaps... living that self-destructive lifestyle and throwing my life away.

And I would never have met someone better than what you had to offer.

Someone who was willing to catch me when I was falling endlessly.

But anyhow, we were fighting for the same cause. I suppose that's what had drew my to you.

We were both knights... caught up in protecting our own hearts from anymore pain.

Loyal beyond measure... We stand by those we have promised to protect.

We also live by the same creed:

                                      Strength. Honor. Perseverance.
                         That which does not kill us will only make us stronger.

And at the same time, we were both hopeless romantics waiting on something or someone to save us from ourselves.

So we both found what we were searching for.

And I think it's best things remain as they are now. It would be better if we don't see each other again... when I return. Let the past destroy the past.

It's for the best.

-ht