I realize that I have a serious inability to put my emotions to words.

So I end up keeping everything to myself, because even I can't tell myself what I'm feeling at the  moment or why I'm so sad.

I can't express myself. And this will be the death of me. I have so many pent up emotions that I can't set free.

So all I can do is cry... wordlessly cry and no one, not even myself, will know why.

Like right now....