I guess this is a bit of my materialistic selfishness kicking in... as much as I hate to admit, there are times when I can't help but to feel a bit of jealousy and frustration when I am forced to look at photos of all those cute sappy things my friends' significant others do for them. All those "just because" gestures of appreciation, spur of the moment adventures, and dates...things that make you feel appreciated and not ignored. Ughs. I know I shouldn't feel like this. I should just appreciate my own better half for even choosing to be in my life. That itself is the greatest gift I can ever receive. I can't help but to feel a bit of frustration sometimes, though... fighting that feeling of envy.
But whatever, it's a gift every day just being able to fall asleep and wake up beside him. It's a gift in itself that he actually cares about me to that extent. It's a gift that he puts up with me at all. It's a gift that he saved my heart , slapping the poison of unrequited love right out of my hands. And for all of those, I am grateful and beyond happy.
But whatever, it's a gift every day just being able to fall asleep and wake up beside him. It's a gift in itself that he actually cares about me to that extent. It's a gift that he puts up with me at all. It's a gift that he saved my heart , slapping the poison of unrequited love right out of my hands. And for all of those, I am grateful and beyond happy.
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