I'll never dream.

I can't stand this anymore.

I need to leave this place for good.

I can't fight this breakdown anymore.

I wish I could rip this heart of mine out...

So I'll cease to feel.

So I'll cease to love.

So I'll cease to care.

So I'll cease to live.

I don't want to live like this.

Time after time I've tried to change.

I've tried to change myself.

I've tried to change others.

I've tried to change everything.

It's but an endless cycle of pain.

This battle will never be won.

I surrender. My demons...

You've won.

Now let me cease to be... softly softly.

Be still my soul.

Be still my heart.

Let not a second breath escape from these parched lips of mine.

Let this be my final and last breath.

I don't want to fight anymore.

I've lost everything.

Wake me up from this nightmare and let me embrace death's sweet arms.

But.

I don't want to be like this.

Yet I am.

It's the undeniable truth of my untruths.