I'm getting worse. This spout of depression is killing me...

How do I save myself? Without asking for help... without bothering anyone. Without weighing anyone down with my problems.

I want to cry so badly, but no tears fall.

I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep... and pray that I never have to wake up.

But I can't do that. There's work to be done.

I have to fight to keep this smile... so I can see you smile as well.

But at this point in my life, I'm not strong enough.

I have so many thing to worry about... so many things to take care of.

I am so lost.