It's still hard to believe that anyone would be happy to see me or even want to spend time with me.
I've come a long way from who I used to be, I guess.
I'm still not used to this life. It feels as if I'm becoming weak, as emotions that I've worked so hard to suppress fill my heart.
I'm not alone anymore.
But at the same time, I'm scared to attach myself to anyone. I don't want to go through that pain anymore. I've tasted it too many times. Truly, pain is not a flavor I favor.
Ultimately, I guess I need to learn how to trust again. Somehow.
So this journey continues.
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