respects.

I just can't say good bye...

I love you too much. I'd take your place in a heartbeat. In a

h e a r t b e a t.

If only it would cease to be, by your side I would lie. Until the end of time.

softly.

You deserved so much better. I have loved and always will love you. So long as I am breathing, I will always have you in my heart. Though you're physically not here, you live through me; your blood runs through my veins.

This isn't good bye. I'll see you later.... when it's my turn to be granted admittance into that paradise.

Rest... in your perpetually beautiful slumber.

weapon of minial destruction.

I don't care.

That's all it takes to shield what's left of my heart from any more pain.

Detachment in its purest. My last and ultimate line of defense.

reams of dreams.

So this is what hell feels like...

A true masochist's dream~ my heart feels as if it's being ripped out as a thousand blades are impaled upon me on a daily basis.

Lovely. Let no one wake me up from this wonderful dream

...so that I may never need to open mine eyes anymore and will furthermore be granted admittance into my premature perpetual slumber... away from this bitter reality better known as Life.

save point.

Regroup and reorganize.

Can't risk any tactical or strategical errors.